Get a Blues Clue Heaux

If a nigga keep hittin u with them one worders all the way through the text and theres absolutely no effort on his part, then u might wanna lean back...This idiot right here..

Kendra & Kari Ann

The white girls are insane. If you've ever watched Sex Rehab, you've seen Kendra & Kari Ann. My real life white girl friends are Kendra and Kari Ann. It's really sad. They are addicts. Kendra's at my house right now. This shit is insane. I really don't know how to explain these girls.

Kendra is an attention whore. I'm not really one to talk but she annoys me. She's a good kid whose easily influenced by t.v & bad kids. Sidebar: College is the best thing that ever happened to me. Back to business, Kendra has no purpose. If she died today her obituary would say.. the daughter of, high school graduate, will be missed. She's never accomplished anything ever. She's one of the smartest people I've ever ever met yet she does nothing. I haven't had a normal conversation since we were 17. Every conversation we have is a therapy session. She tells me her problems, I give her solutions, hence my idea to become an addictions counselor. She's been dealing with the same problems for years. Almost 6 years. My mom never hugged me either but I don't use coke. It's insane to me really. It's all excuses in my eyes. I rarely have pity. You watch something like Precious and you say that girl has every excuse not to succeed or to become a product of her enviroment. But Kendra... She grew up in a good home with parents who loved her & all her problems stem from her mom not being affectionate... GTF. Eventually you realize that everyone doesn't love the same way. That doesn't mean they don't love you it just means they don't show it like everyone else...

Then there's Kari Ann...

I said it..

I rarely write about things that are extremely personal to me but there's a lesson in this.
My grandpaw has no legs, alzheimers, no teeth, a feeding tube and has had 3 strokes. I used to feel so sorry for him and wonder why life/God had cursed him in this way.
In a recent conversation with a family member, I learned that my grandpaw was a whore. Not a discreet one either. My grandpaw was a public hoe and cheated with local women.. So my grandmaw goes to the grocery store and knows the woman on aisle 5 is sleeping with her husband. They went further to say my grandmaw (who didn't drive) made my aunts and uncles (they have 8 kids) bring her to these womens houses to pull him out of the bed. YES.. he was pulled out of the act with my aunts & uncles as witnesses.
I no longer pity him. The wrath of God is extreme. I used to think he had no clue what was going on but I think he knows everything and can't do anything about it. Everyday of his life is pointless & painful torture.. maybe if he was a better person when he could have been it wouldn't be this way. I know someone will think I'm horrible for saying all this BUT think about the way you treat people it may not catch up with you at 40 or 50... you might just be in diapers again dependent on the same people you hurt to nuture you...the end

What the FUCK

Today has been INSANE. This is the worst part. This nigga stops me while I'm driving (I stopped b/c I don't want him to know where my house is). We went to college together. He wanted me in college, I wasn't interested. He's ugly & lame & desperate. His twin brother lied and said he had sex with my friend, the brother met my friend once & didn't even know her real name... moving on.
This niggas says "What do you think I want from you",
I say "I really don't care",
He says "I want you to taste me",
I say" Get the fuck",
He says"What you never tasted a man",
I say "That's a sorry ass pick up line I didnt like you in college and I don't like you now".
He finally leaves. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT. Plus he has some mutane growth on his forehead looking nasty as hell. Asking for oral sex is NOT a pick up line nor will I respond it. I kinda wanna find him & kick him in the nuts. Who does that? & also who responds to it?? Is there a women who enjoys being degraded I don't.
In other news: I have bruised ribs & it hurts.