Do it NOW!

        
           I'm giving up procrastination for Lent. Even though I'm not Catholic. It seems so hard. I wanted to take the hardest thing possible and go for it. Being afraid of change hinders me more than anything. So forcing myself to do things in a timely manner is the easiest way to change. I'm ok with being uncomfortable if it yields amazing results!

Where I'm at...

My son told me I need a boyfriend. I hate it when people tell me what I need. Right now, I really feel like I need to focus on my future plans. There's so much I want to do and accomplish. I don't think it would be fair to start a relationship with someone right now because I'm so focused on me. My needs, wants, and goals will always come before relationships. For example, my birthday was yesterday, I spent 6 hours alone. I just wanted to be alone. I didn't do anything important I didn't clean or cook. I  needed to be alone. I'm mature enough to know I'm too selfish to be a "great" girlfriend at the moment. That's all...

Nasty Girl

What's your freak number??

I used to think I was fun. Like not a total freak but at least fun... Recently a man who shall remain nickname less asked me some shit I thought was just too far off the wall. Am I a prude?? Should I have to wonder if I'm a prude. When did fantasies become so raunchy?? I mean missionary is not the best position ever BUT I'm not licking asshole. When did sex become how many holes you could lick or stick???

I'm trying to understand I just CAN NOT!!! I guess people are numb to normalcy and I'm not. If we rate freaky in ice cream call me Vanilla with sprinkles and I'll live with that. AND love it!!

Think about it. F-ck yourself. Stop. Get over it.

"Sometimes you think you like people but you don't, you gotta beat your meat and say their name over and over and after you nut you probably won't like them any more"

I know what you're thinking, that's the dumbest thing you ever heard. Well 1. I didn't say 2. I had to think about it for 24 hours before it fully made sense. You feel differently about a person after you cum. Sometimes you want them in our life more, most times you want them less.