I'm just keeping it real...

What do you think when you see this picture?? I'll tell you what I think WHY BITCH WHY? I'm not the most logical person in the world. I know that. But this is insane to the point of no return. She can't get a job. No man will ever take her seriously she has ball hair on her breast.

Which brings me to what this picture has to do with you.. the generally educated population.

There's this woman I've never met, but through associates I see 90% of what she says online. She's thirsty beyond thirsty. She begs for male attention every 15 seconds. I respect hoes, I don't respect women who want to be hoes but can't get a man to bite the bait. Looking desperate makes men wonder why other men don't want you. Tone it down is an understatement. On his Bigger & Blacker comedy special Chris Rock said men have to work for pussy and women get offered dick all day everyday. Since the filming of Bigger & Blacker the roles have been completely reversed. Pussy is in surplus every woman in the world just wants to give herself to any man who will pay attention. My daddy hasn't always been the most awesome but I'm not trying to find a man to fill the void so I know my daddy doesn't suck at life. Back to the point, Men love the chase just as much as women. The Bible says "When a MAN finds a WOMAN he's found a good thing", so why are women searching? Why are women getting dick tattoos on their chest? Why are we tweeting about how we need someone every five minutes? Why are we constantly complaining about the lack of good men, when we aren't being patient and waiting for them?

Some things honestly aren't womens fault BUT the thirsty, gold digging, chasing anything that looks like money is WOMENS FAULT. & frankly you hoes make it hard for crazy chicks like me to convince a man that she wants nothing more than dick and conversation... While you playing with that needing security bullshit. Seek God, peace, understanding and self respect then the only thing you'll NEED a man for is dick & conversation. I can't bring everybody to my level. All the things hoes tell me they NEED from a man are things they need from God, their father or themselves.

SUCCESS! The only thing that attracts women is success so what do you think gets a man?? Stop being thirsty and go make yourself great. Beyonce got a man you're dumbass singing resentment... who feels played??

Where are your eyes?

"Your generation would rather be famous for 2 weeks than be successful and unknown for a lifetime, it's tunnel vision, it's all about glitter, no one realizes the long term effects of short-term gratification"

A few days ago, I was confronted with my past. 1st thought what the **** was I thinking?? I lied when I said there's things in life I don't regret. I regret the things I block from my mind. I can't tell you where my mind was I was 16. As with everything in life, I took today as a learning experience..

*WARNING* I'm about to offend some people.

Today, more than ever I realized that tunnel vision may be one of the worst things people suffer from. You only see the things you want and never see the things you need. When I started college I wanted to have fun. I wasn't worried about a degree or a career. I was living in the moment. By sophomore year, I realized college "fun" was somewhat over rated. After you meet 25 people who have been in college for 6 years, you start to think differently about "the experience". Of course I gave myself other reasons to f-ck up *TUNNEL VISION*. I was so0o0o worried about falling in love, I forgot about personal success.. let's be honest I forgot about myself completely. Flash forward to now, I meet guys who define themselves by Greek letter organizations, college achievements, or their material possessions and I'm instantly turned off. No lie, the year you cross you can go hard but being 32 and counting your frat as your proudest achievement makes you lame.. you get no cookie. I haven't encountered too many women who define themselves by letters BUT they do define themselves by who they are/were smashing.. still LAME.

It's amazing how we only see what we want to see. How many times have you done something because in that moment or at that age it was ok? How many outfits have you later regretted? (5 I don't do trends much). Tunnel vision keeps you in the situation you're most comfortable in and forces you to see nothing but that thing. If you step outside the tunnel, you have nothing. I don't know about you but I have to have something in any situation. Before making decisions think about 10 years from now 2020 really isn't that far away. Moving forward, what do you see?

Ran-dumb 2010 Edition

In case you don't know how this works it's a list of things that I don't want to make a whole blog about.

1. Why do people still have gold teeth?
2. If men only give you compliments on your breast and ass.. your face is FUGLY (some women really don't know that)
3. Women shouldn't wear sneakers unless they're exercising or lesbians.
4. Being a 5 star chick isn't cute, classy or nice.
5. Who sells mom jeans?
6. Why do women continue to make their lives revolve around men when men clearly care about everything else?
7. Family Guy kills your brain cells.
8. Why don't women value themselves?? Seriously.. I'm still confused.
9. How much would it take to get Dave Chappelle another show?
10. 26.2 miles I have to do it.
11. What really matters?
12. I wish people wouldn't tell me things are secrets so I could blog them.
13. It's too cold outside.
14. Why do we have to label everything?
15. I don't own long sleeve shirts and if I do I lost them all.
16. I really hate men who define themselves by the things they own.. nigga you ain't Steve Jobs shut the f-ck up about Apple... #SHADE
17. I want to make a quiche
18. I love all things KFC
19. Billy Mays is dead why is he still selling Mighty Putty?? It's scary
20. Why do people keep talking to me about change didn't I say DO SOMETHING. Call me and tell me when you're doing something. I could talk to myself about change.
21. Are you doing this for the love of Ray-J?? HELL NO I want my own show.. DUH
22. Flavor of Love ruined black television
23. Why do so many women compare themselves to other women??
24. Competition is what defeats people. Creativity is the key to success.
25. Sex Therapy- Robin Thicke is 1 of the greatest songs I've ever heard and I love it
26. I'd only make out to that song.. LOL
27. Kari Ann is hilarious... rehab is a horrible evil place. She's so sarcastic, but if I laugh its mean.
28. I really need more groceries there's never food in my house.
29. Kissing on the mouth is gross it lets people into your soul, they get to close you your brain.
30. Pride is the killer of many nations
31. The 3d body image thing told me my weight and height combo were impossible that's how fat I am.
32. I'm not giving up on dessert it's safer than sex
33. I'm glad he understands me.. at least someone does.
34. In 2010 I won't hold grudges we all grow and learn
35. I don't believe in reccessions I believe in God
36. People NEVER dream big
37. You can't do it alone you're weak, talk to God
38. The older I get the less I enjoy facebook.. it used to be exclusive now notsamuch
39. Why do people feel the need to tell the internet all their business
40. I make money from this blog.. bka I'm not telling you nothing for free
41. Everyday is a new begining, go to sleep & start over
42. This blog is my therapy
43. If you don't like something don't do it eventually you die..

Thought Process

I'd like to call this Lesson #3:

Most people don't realize that the way they think is the way they live. I haven't always thought well. The thought process is what seperates those who are weak from those who are strong. Luck doesn't exist. I have friends who tell me I'm lucky. Not lucky, I am optimistic. Is it possible to be positive 24/7 maybe but not for me. I like to curse people out sometimes...
Back on subject, In 2007 I was introduced to the Law of Attraction, really the entire New Age section at the books store. When I started to realize that my actions were a result of things I thought, I realized I had no one to blame but me. Personal responsiblity is some stuff. Since changing my thought process I've gotten 2 jobs, 5 raises, a few new great friends, I'm never broke & I geniunely love life.
Most people will tell you that Christianity and the law don't go hand and hand but the only way I can explain the law is through the Bible "As a man thinks, so is he." Proverbs 23:7. The law is about only focusing on good things. The old people say "pray for the better and prepare for the worst"; to me that's saying God can't do anything the world is in charge. Sidebar: I'm spiritual NOT religious (religion divides people, I love everybody)

The rapper says he looks for miracles everyday (I helped him to change his thought process). So many people wake up everyday waiting for something to go wrong and then wonder why nothing good is happening. You get what your looking for and it may not be something great. Thoughts become things is the easiest way to put it. For example, people who always talk about things they hate or don't want. They aren't happy people, no one really wants to be around them and good things rarely happen to them. A positive thought process is HARD. Thinking that things will go wrong is most peoples default. Now I ask do what I did, think about where you are, think about where you want to be... I'm not there either. Point is 99.9% of people will tell you, "You can't make it". WHY on Earth would you be the other 0.01% and say "No I can't". If you can't believe in yourself, how can anyone else? It all starts with the thought process.
Examples to dwell on:

• A plane weighs 2 tons but it flys.. now 50 years ago if you told any "logical" person that they'd say never gonna happen.
• Walt Disney said "If you can dream it, you can do it. Always remember that this whole thing was started by a mouse" And he also said "I could never convince the financiers that Disneyland was feasible, because dreams offer too little collateral"
• Billy Gates essentially built a fortune on 0s & 1s (binary)
• Apple wasn't cool in 1995, Steve Jobs started all over.. & now everybody has an iPhone

Do yourself a favor research anyone whose ever done anything worth being documented and the story will be the same, they failed 1,000,000 times but they knew one day it would pay off. They thought they would be successful. Every great thing you own, want, need or buy, started off in someones mind. You owe yourself a new thought process, you get all the new Jordans LOL!
But be warned thinking positive thoughts without positive action is pointless. "Dreaming instead of doing is foolishness, and there is ruin in a flood of empty words" -Ecclesiastes 5:7 (which ties us back to yesterdays lesson *pow*)
Since we're less than 10 days into 2010 it's not too late to change your thought proccess. The Milky Way is the limit.. or the end of the block you decide.