Real Music, Real Love

Last night I had the pleasure to see Maxwell live in concert:

I took the picture in Sepia because thats the mood I was in. More pix inside..

The Rapper

I'm not good in relationships... I am however one of the best friends you'll ever have or at least that's what the people tell me.

Death of Love Songs... Moment of Silence

Listening to my Maxwell mix on Pandora, I understand why my mother feels modern music is inadequate. In the course of a modern r&b song, we lock eyes, exchange names and have sex. Maybe theres no song that says it exactly like that but there isn't a need to wait. Nothing is passionate anymore. Listening to Luther Vandross takes you to a distinct place, you can hold it, smell it and taste it. It's not a club, no one can see you, your cool falls off and you are truly vulnerable. There's only one person on your mind there's only one person you can share that moment with... it's passion.

Second thought: The internet ruined everything: music, fore play, reality. Instant gratification is the worst thing anyone can have and the internet helps us all the perpetuate the idea that if we can't find it now we shouldn't have it. I miss quality. I love songs that I can sing in front of anyone. That's good music....

Playlist

This is for sex with somebody who deserves more than one nut the playlist


• Red Light Special-TLC
• Invented Sex- Trey Songs
• Sweet Love- 112
• More- Silk
• Butt Naked- Adina Howard
• Would you mind -Janet Jackson
• Slowly- Tank
• Speechless- Beyonce
• Isley Brother - Between the Sheets
• D'Angelo- Untitled
• Maxwell- Til the cops come knocking
• Seems like you're ready - R.Kelly
• Anytime, Anyplace -Janet Jackson
• I wanna know - Joe
• Weekend Lover -Jamie Foxx
• Freak in me - Jamie Foxx
• Andre 3000 - Prototype (it's my hov song but he don't know that til...now)
• Janet Jackson - Moist
• Mirror- Ne-yo
• Tyrese- On top
• Butterflys- Alicia Keys
• Say Yes- Floetry
• Raheem Devaughn - Desire

Grateful

You probably don't know this but I listen to Gospel 90% of the day. I know God. That does NOT make me better than you, that gives me no right to judge you. But it gives me one thing, the privilege to invite you to sit with me at church because I know how hard it is to start over. So Grateful- Hezekiah Walker is stuck in my head like nobody's business. I heard it when in the middle of the night and on my way to work and on pandora. Sometimes I say God if I'm doing the right thing make my song come on... sometimes it does most times I'm wrong lol!
I'm so happy today!!!

RanDumb thoughts

• Why was jadakiss as hard as it gets for one song? I was ready to be a fan
• I always think the difference between a frat and a gang is what they do after they get in because before its all ass whippin and "proven themselves worthy"
• I don't know anything about tennis shoes or cars. I can't tell you what air forces look like.
• Why is everybody trying to model these days?
• Don't call me for advice if you think I'm mean.
• 99.98% of the time I'm right about situations that don't apply to me
• It's real easy to love its hard as hell to accept love from another person. It's crazy how we're happier when we find flaws in people than when everything is good.
• I can fake it from facial expression to "uncontrollable leg twitches" just keep that in mind the next time you try to act like you had me. LMAO
• I'm way more honest about sex than most women only cause they lie but everybody knows the truth and I tell the truth and people still don't know 1/2 of the badness I've done. Just a thought bitchs stop saying you're a virgin you fucked bout 50 niggas last month LOL!
• Sometimes I'm really not talking about a person
• I hate being drunk but I'm a lush kinda.
• I love Chris Brown (so much so that I have crushes on guys with star tattoos and any man who dances well but doesn't look gay)
• I never get hit on anymore I think I'm poo or too honest.
• How come nobody really cared about The Game until it got canceled?
• What does it take to be a real housewife cuz u aint gotta be married?
• Rain is loud
• Love songs don't exist anymore everything is about f*ken
• Passion is dead people don't long and lust for things anymore they just get em thats probably why we're always looking for the next best thing.
• The Internet ruined us
• Remember passing notes in class and gettin caught that was the best
• Sitting on the phone all night watching midnight love and getting real mad cause your b.f loved uncut LOL
• Saints please win a Superbowl
• Reggie now that you not with Kim can you get a deeper voice?
• Why they call it hoghead cheese if its meat?

The end for now at least