F-ckin without Feeling

I once had a guy tell me that "F-ckin without feeling,wasn't really f-ckin at all"

He wasn't some sweet guy who only slept with women he was emotionally attached to. He was a whore. He made women fall in love with him before they had sex because he said it made the feeling more intense. He was always in a "sexual relationship" with a woman who loved him because he couldn't stand lustful sex.

This is why I'm f-cked up. We grew up together he's like my best friend. I've known him since I was 12. He told me his secrets his desires, hopes, & dreams. We mind f-cked each other on the regular but no sex. Dude is such a great mind f-ck. He studies women. He knows women he can get anyone.

The thing that ruins my idea of men is that they only wanna love me to make the sex more intense. So I ruin the plan. I f-ck. I don't talk about my dreams or desires. I don't let him know who I am, what my family life is like. Dudes barely know what turns me on beyond a fresh fade & nice teeth. Most guys who slept with me don't even know who my real friends are, they've just seen pictures on facebook. People assume that I'm an "open book" because I talk about fucking & strongly disliking certain people but you really don't know anything about me...

I am afraid of love. I am afraid to love something other than "dat dick". I'm detached emotionally, with most things & people I just go through the motions the way I think everyone else does. I don't ask the questions I really wonder about. Most times I won't say exactly what's on my mind. I get away with it because men don't care. I rarely meet guys that want to get below the surface so I stay there.
Two years ago I met a guy, he's not my type at all. He needed a ride somewhere & offered to buy me alcohol. That's all I needed. He wasn't trying to f-ck. He wanted to know me. He caught me off guard. I was so afraid. Needless to say he knows things about me that my "friends" don't know. I never had sex with him because he already stole a piece of my soul but he's a special breed of man. He's an adult. He doesn't care about physical shit. He likes substance. You really can't tell by looking at him, I guess that makes it even more special.
It's sad really... I f-ck without feeling to make myself feel... something.

Dick & Conversation

My favorite phrase is: "Nigga's ain't shit but dick & conversation; talk to yourself & buy a vibrator"

Chicks go too far. I have never will never give a man who is not in my family money. What kinda dick makes you fork up some rim money?

What kinda dick makes you so stupid that you get mad at the other girl instead of the guy who you're in a relationship with? He commited to you NOT her. He broke a promise NOT her. She's just a low self-esteem hoe who will take anything she can get. He's the one who lied. You're not on my level yet, you don't understand you think she raped him.. But how it got hard??

I'm so tired of excuses. People forgive who they want to forgive. Women tend to forgive men for cheating, yet hate "the other woman" as if it's her fault that he lied to you. Have you ever met a man who forgave his woman for cheating? I know 2. Point being every woman I know at some point or another has forgiven a man (maybe not the one she's with now) But a man for cheating.

Ladies, start treating these dicks like they treat you. If you f-ck up he's gone. If you don't support him emotionally he's gone. If you don't have his back he's gone. So why do women constantly let men hurt them, then go running back as if they need these assholes.

N-gga's ain't shit but dick and conversation.. all the other things that you imagined they provide for you are non-existant. That being said, I was told real love never makes you suffer. The end.

Because First Place is all that matters

Women disturb me or should I say immature girls who should be women by now. Quotes such as:

"I'm his main girl", "I'm #1"...

Here's my issue being #1 doesn't make you the only one. What is a main?? Why are women so happy to be the MVP of a team... Team boo meaning you share spit & peen with other women who probably have other men.. too many germs

I'm sorry, be mine or be gone. I'm not sure I'm ready for monogamy, BUT if I was I wouldn't play those #1, #2 games.

How much do you value yourself if you know someone is in other relationships but since he tells you, you're #1 you're some how better???

Marriage will NEVER come from this because if you were THE ONE, he wouldn't imagine being with anyone else.

Why do I have to tell grown women this?

Maybe that's why I'm single, I walk slow I refuse to sweat my weave out running after peen!

The Difference

Women need men, Men want women. [in most cases]

Dumbass Grown Woman #3: I met her a little over a year ago. She's 30 & had 2 kids. She's been married twice. When I met her she and her second husband had just separated. She was devastated, a little over a month later she met a man and began dating him. The man was sketchy from the beginning he'd text all day some days then ignore her for 3 days. She gave him the ass in less than 30 days. Soon after things got worse, her womans intuition kicked in and she discovered his fiance that lived in another state. She met the woman talked to her did all that stuff women do when they find out they're being played [but she was still married]. She couldn't stand to be alone so she dated any man who would talk to her. It was insane. I felt sorry for her and encouraged her to seek God. I don't think she did because the next time I heard from her she was back with her husband & pregnant... All this happened in less than a year.

To Love or Be Loved

It's easier to give love than to be loved -Moi

@daUglyTruth be loved sometimes.....many times we put our hearts into someone who doesn't give theirs back (via the homegirl)

Women or most are fast to trust and love men who have done nothing to prove they deserve this love and or trust. I am beyond guilty of this. I'm not gonna let my daughter watch fairy tales because life isn't happily ever after... ever.

Apparently love involves sacrifice and struggles, sometimes pride swallowing. Women have been sucked into the idea that all the sacrifice & pride swallowing is their job. If one more chick tells me she's "trying to work things out", I'm gonna barf. I don't know any guys who try to make it work. How can one person make something work? Women are way too willing to give love...

On the flipside when a woman meets a man who isn't running game on her or telling her things just because he knows she wants to hear them, women get mad. Women don't want a guy whose honest about his feelings. Having someone love you is strange it makes you nervous. Most people don't understand how or why someone else could love them... it's a damn shame

The Dreamhouse

Tonight on twitter I asked a question: Ladies, If men told us what they were really thinking would we still fuck or do we have to be sold a dream 1st?

@dauglytruth ..Ive been told the truth & that shits a turn off..but Ive been lied 2& had some good dick & then found out the truth like damn (via @sierrastorey)

Women always complain about how men lie but honestly Everybody lies what matters is who they lie to, what they lie about & why they lied. Most men lie about what they own because society requires them to have certain things. Most women lie about being sluts because every man wants a good girl. I lie about my real feelings towards certain situations because I don't want to hurt people I care about. When it comes to dreams, I don't need a dream all the time. Sometimes I'm in heat & he looks good. [B.B.U] Other times I need him to tell me some super outlandish shit... he never really does but he gets close enough.

Toni LOVES to be sold dreams. [She's gonna be so mad I said that] Oh well she so does! Toni is of that breed of women who would rather believe they're in "love" when they have sex so it's less whorish. I'm not knocking it, the truth is just easier for me. I've encountered women who were sold dreams that don't make sense. Google is a powerful tool, if he tells you he owns something google it, if he says he plays for a team google it, if he says he doesn't have kids google it... are you getting the hint? Men lie about everything, women let them... whose wrong?

@dauglytruth when u meet a guy and he "says" everything u like it makes u blind to all the cracks n the story & he gets wat he wants & laughs (via @sierrastorey)


Just wondering...

Groupie vs Type

Woman are often called groupies and gold diggers based on the type of men they go for. I think that's bullshit. Men go after women with big asses and big boobs. The face of a woman rarely matters to men. They go for a butt ugly chick with nice hips but women get a bad label for wanthing a tall man with muscles. Skinny men make my self esteem lower.
I like big dudes. You gotta be over 6 ft to ride the ride. I've dated athletes, dudes who worked at the mall, dudes who major in engineering or architecture, dudes with no car & alotta other assholes. The only nigga I'm known for is the football player go figure.
The only dude most chicks are known for is the one with the most glitter... thought to ponder. Why is it that men can date the same type of woman over and over yet never be considered groupies?
I have a friend who only fucks with Delta's, he had a Zeta once but every girl he meets is a Delta. I doubt all of them were wearing their colors when he met them but that's what he's drawn to. I know that some women only chase dollar signs but who really wants somebody with nothing going for them? I don't want a dude who makes less than me only because he's supposed to provide and if I'm paying for everything... he ain't providing.
As most people know my daddy's kinda rich, I can't go from daddy to broke nigga. Daddy does everything, I'm spoiled. On the flipside my mother worked 3 jobs my entire life because she said "If you depend on a man whose not your daddy, you gon be sucking dick and swallowing nut for the rest of your life". She was dead serious. My mother doesn't tell jokes. I love being independent and having my own but I also love calling daddy and saying I need....
I think every dude who ever dated me is a short girl groupie or I turned em out. LOL! So the next time I see a guy with a short girl with a big ass I'm gonna say GROUPIE!

In short a groupie maybe a girl who fucked every Kappa at a certain college... but if she likes all short skinny slightly retarded looking dudes she has a type...

How old are we?

I decided to re-post this because its real. I don't take advice from girls my age all they know is what I know. I talk to grown women and grown women say men don't mature until their mid 30s. Why are people rushing? I need at least $100,000 saved before I talk about marriage!

I've had this conversation a few different ways over the last week. And it always ends the same way I'm 23 not 43. I talk to my mother about the real shit in life no one wants to tell you. And she told me that the more I get to know myself the less I'll like other people. It's true. She also said I won't know myself until I'm 40. DAMN! I can't lie somedays I'm in a big rush to be boo'd up. Not because it honestly appeals to me but because everyone else has a kid or a boyfriend... I don't even have a puppy. Then I remember I never bought my own house/car/television. I play grown with Gail's money. I don't wanna leave my mama to go to a man I gotta be independent for at least a year. Which brings me to....

Focus:

Men: Career, success, bragging rights, a relationship

Women: A man, The rights to talk about him 24/7, the "lifestyle", career, success

The best block quote ever:

There's more to life than having a boyfriend or bitching about a boo. If
women put half of that energy into being successful Lil Wayne would never get
laid and Sheree would have her own mansion. Seriously these girls need to
realize men don't commit in their early 20s and if they do they're either lame,
broke, ugly, small dicked, not worth being in a relationship with, cheating on
you or all of the above - my only friend in high school

Women focus on the wrong thing first. Women could be more successful than men if the focus was there. Its obvious as hell par example I wrote 3 blogs about hov meanwhile he's on twitter talking about getting money and the conditions of society.... my focus is off. I love me some Hov like fat kids love cake. I still want the money, the cars and the clothes before him. I want to reach a certain level of success before I go into full on submission. But women trap the man then start worrying about personal success. I want too much. I don't have kids because I'm selfish. It's me me me me. And depo is the best birth control ever. I know I can't change peoples mind it's just a thought to ponder... We aren't old and we don't know shit... so you rushing to grow up?

I doubt it but

Hov: You know 1/2 your friends wanna do me?
Me: which half?
Hov: I mean you make me sound perfect on the blog.
Me: But when I talk to my real friends about you they know your flaws. I just can't blog your flaws.
Hov: Well you gotta stop making me sound perfect

He ain't perfect! He's gained about 25lbs since I met him. LOL! His lips are really soft I'm always afraid I'm gonna hurt em. When he gets mad he goes for blood. He's not just an asshole he's nice with the asshole-ness.
So yeah... you happy?

You predict the future

Brandon is my best boyfriend... I adore this dude.

Brandon: i think my newly acquired 30 year old is tryin to catch me slippin...into her bed that is....
Me: Do tell

Brandon: well i went by her house for her b-day n watched dat damn watchmen with her and......(Y do i fell this will be blogged).. N we sat around and watched a lil mo TV and i told her i was bout to leave and i think she said" u can stay" but she definitely said "i go to church at for 11:00"
I went on to tell her i go for 8:00 and do so becuz i cant stand bein in 11:00 service and not knowin when i get out... SHe was laughin and said "GEt out of here wit dat stupid"
So i left and as we were by the door.. she was kinda jokin and playin. u kno.. as if to hold me there a lil longer.. then i hugged her and was bout to leave and she kinda held on to my arm so i hugged her again and lef
SO sunday Yesterdat and today she has actually texted me about stuff that had been goin on or to tell me she "was hungry" and "where's my sandwich"(inside joke)...Today we was on the phone jokin and she said i could only get a sandwich if she got sumthin.... make a dialogue short.. she text "kisses" tho her first answer was "use your imagination"
ithink the problem is she has a son and she dont be wantin me to come there when her there
Me: So just because she wants to kiss means she wants the dick?
Brandon: It means... SHE WILL....lol
Me: you've been blogged Brandon
Brandon: Y am I brandon..
Me: I make up the names damn it

I make up the names be glad I warn you when you get blogged assholes.

Saturday Tibits

He's a definitely gay random text message edition:
Toni: Tom just called himself a socialite I'm in mourning because I have clearly been fucking a fag (LOL no really I laughed)

Convo with the homeboy:
Man, I just told everything she wanted to hear and she was trying to fuck after she "hated me" and "cried all night". Hoes believe anything.

Why do women think a half assed apology after 3 days of him ignoring/not calling them constitutes giving a man the puss? Why do women always think the puss is a revenge mechanism par example Erykah Badu - Green Eyes "Just make love to me, Just one more time and then you'll see..." NEWS FLASH: Giving a man puss he barely worked for isn't revenge it's a gift. Furthermore why are women in their early 20s so eager to believe anything? I have photographic memory if I said he was with another chick he was.

Average Girls

I hate average bitchs with a passion. Every time I get dumped the next chick is average as hell. Men make NO fuckin sense. Politicians par example, they marry these boring ass button up "perfect mother" women and cheat on them with fun exciting women. I don't know about anyone else but I think cheating SUCKS and it shouldn't be done. It's really men's fault. Your dick doesn't want granny panties and pubic hair but your fucked up "male logic" tells you thats what a "good mother" has. Ever wonder why the divorce rate is so high? Because your fucked up man logic is wrong.
I've been told that "you pretty bitchs" want a man to give you the world and them regular hoes are nicer. It's not my fault my genes made me more likely to get hit on it's also not my fault that their genes and lack of self worth made them a lil bit freakier than me. So why does pretty always have to mean something bad? And why these average hoes always get the good boos?
What is so appealing about an average bitch? Do you think you're the best thing an average bitch can get so she won't leave you? Is it a ploy to stroke the male ego?
I figured it out... You want average bitchs because I (& my fellow pretties) am fly enough to get the fuck...

Women on Top

This morning like every morning I listened to the Strawberry letter on Steve Harvey's morning show. I was pissed this girls 24 and her boyfriend keeps beating her and his triflin ass mom keeps telling the girl she shouldn't make him mad.
I've had this idea for a looooong time. I want all the women who read this blog to just think with me... if a man hits your sister/friend/cousin/associate wouldn't you wanna slap that punk bitch? I know I would. So I wanna form a club Women on Top we're gonna find bitch made men who hit women and beat them while video taping it... I want the ass whipping on you tube. Everybody is required to bring a weapon I'm getting cleats and a baseball bat. I've been taking kick boxing and I'm dying to kick somebody in the face. I think domestic violence is horrible so the only way to end it is if women start whippin some ass cause I know I wouldn't hit my boo if I saw her on you tube kicking some dude in the face and beating his balls with a baseball bat. [I'm violent]
And my mama said the only way to get through to an ignant mf'r is to whip dat ass!

I'm always pissing somebody off

• I laugh at everything
• But this is not a joke
• When women get mad they wanna tell you all the reasons
• When men get mad they ignore the fuck outta you
• I can't handle being ignored
• I don't know a person alive who can
• No matter how bold
• How come sandwich meat is round but sandwich bread is square...
• How long has high frutose corn syrup existed?
• We had a Toya impersonation party and the winning sentence was "I'm trying to get outta this box"
• She's a really pretty girl... I'm not hating on her but the rest of the world is
• Why can't women just be happy for one another?
• Essence did a whole issue on the mean-ness among women.
• If I'm jealous of you I'll tell you.

Nobody want that shit

I don't need to use discretion on this one.
I finally know the story of the girl who lied on her clit LOL! She's 18 I feel like that means she's fucked up in and of itself. Anyhow she went to dudes house memorized his room & stole some shit. I think maybe she lied because she thought it was gonna give her street cred or somthing.
There's this guy and idk his name but I've met him a few times anyway he lies on his dick beyond often funny thing is he's the wackest dude in the history of the world so no one believes him. I wonder if people who lie on their shit realize we know they lie.

I never thought I'd say this

I have fallen victim to men who lie on their peen... I think every woman has at least once. Today I got a message and as always I copy and paste:

"blog abt chics that lie on there clit bcuase thats the new trend from dudes lying on there dick...chic lied on her clit bout me ma"

Now while that is in no way correct English. And that's my smart friend. Apparently chicks lie on their clits these days LOL. I heard about this once when I was living with the boys. Why would women lie about sex? I'm so confused. Alot of women say it was bad when it wasn't bad because they don't like him. Or women say I never did nothing with him, then the tape comes out (Mariah Carey) LOL! This post is to be continued because fuck face didn't tell me the whole story yet

Prude men

I hate prude men. I know several men who feel that men can do things women can't. I'm so tired of double standards. If women shouldn't men shouldn't. Then the cheating argument. You think it doesn't hurt women's pride when men cheat. You think our friends don't look at us differently. You think we don't sit around wondering what was so bad about us that made you wanna get with her. The psychological consequences of cheating fuck over women way worse. Prude men bother me. It's just like wtf.

Not so blind item

This probably applies to a over 100 people I can think of but still here's the story:

There's this girl I don't know well and this guy I dont' know well either. This weekend I found out that they are a couple... in a relationship I mean. I've never seen him with her but I have seen him with "every girl in the world". She ain't a saint from what I've seen either she hangs with guys (not saying she cheats). My thought from this and every other situation I hear about, know about and have been in is: why are wasting our time? Why are we in our early 20s wasting time claiming people we're clearly fucking over? And I'm tired of people making bullshit ass excuses. Just be single. In the end both people wind up performing the same action yet blaming the other person for it. Face it we aren't mature enough yet. We still wanna fuck around. And while there is that one person you want in your corner forever, if you love it let bitch fly. I doubt that right now anyone is fully commited. Too many other interesting people out there. So why are we fronting? I mean ya'll because I'm not.