SHE CANT BELIEVE I DONT WANNA SMASH

lMAO AT THIS TEXT...CHICK IS SO RAW. SHE HAS NIGGAZ SO JOCKED OUT THAT SHE CANT BELIEVE A NIGGA HAS MORALS AND WOULD TURN DOWN THAT PUSSY...SMH OH WELL THE TEXTS EXPLAIN THEMSELVES







SHE DOESNT HAVE ASINGLE TAT BUT WAS WILLIN TO COME SPEND THAT BREAD TO EXPLAIN HER SITUATION.... CRAZY

All the thing I want.. (ran-dumb)

1. That tattoo is so punk rock
2. I want a guy who isn't afraid  of me and talks shit to me
3. I want to fuck a blogger so he can write about my vag with passion
4. Did I tell you Gretchen got monogamous??
5. That's why I haven't written about her in forever.
6. Kimber's still getting married but I talked to her fuckbuddy & apparently she haes the guy she's marrying.
7. When I get ready to settle down I'm gonna find a guy just like Exclusive.
8. He's the shit. Not the sex his personality *gay moment*
9. I only enjoy porn if the girl looks like she's in pain.
10. I enjoy pain
11. I like to be bitten & I like to bite.
12. I love lingerie.
13. I'm no longer a fan of big penis
14. I would like slightly above average
15. It still hurts when I laugh that's just WRONG
16. TMI like a muffucka... it's my blog though who owns it ME!
17. Sometimes I feel like people only tell me things so I'll blog them. NO
18. There's so many people in my life I don't blog about.
19. I hate average people.
20. Maybe I need a boyfriend? NO
21. I want constant sex, I need sex with one person and condoms
22. Why am I so monogamous when it's a fuck buddy?
23. I think some people underestimate me... but I let them.
24. Why do women care so much about other women?
25. I can do everything alone.
26. My birthday was awesome!
27. I was Snooki starring Snooki
28. I had no birthday sex.. (that make up sex better be something to blog about)
29. I start arguments just to make up LOL
30. BUT I wouldn't miss your birthday :-(

Formal Letter of Resignation

The day I bought Back to Black, I was mad at Big. I don't even think I was talking to Hov. But as time went on I said if we ever ended this would be our song. So it has ended. And this my final thought... Closure of some sort but not really, if you never get married you can't get divorced. What is a break up anyway? A reason to have make up sex? But I don't wanna make up this time. It's better that I leave. & also STOP thinking I'm like in love with Hov YEAH you sir.. this is all.

Amy Winehouse- Tears dry on their own

All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew,
And this regret I've got accustomed to,
Once it was so right,
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don't know why I got so attached,
It's my responsibility,
And you don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in your way, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,
I don't understand,
Why do I stress A man,
When there's so many bigger things at hand,
We could a never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A Perspective pushes true,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon,
I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men,
So we are history,
YOUR shadow covers me
The sky above,
A blaze only that lovers see
I wish I could say no regrets,
And no emotional debts,
Cause that kiss goodbye the sun sets,
So we are history,
The shadow covers me,
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see,
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in you way,
My deep shade,
My tears dry

Unhappily EvaAfta

So one day i Check my facebook and i get a message from a pretty girl that i dont recognize who seems to know a lot about me who leaves me her number and says call me. I wanna know where the hell she knows me from and why i cant remember her....





I BLOCKED OUT HER NAME AND WHERE WE KNEW EACH OTHER FROM BECAUS WE USE TO WORK TOGETHER...EASY TO FIGURE OUT


























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SO AFTER THAT WAS SAID SHE HIT ME UP AGAIN THIS MORNING...


Now lets talk about whats wrong on my part...the fact that however innocent shit seemed to be at first...I should have never entertained any kind of friendship with a married woman...especially after her phone call revealed so! I keep contributing to the part of me that doesnt trust women by running into women like this and being involved in any form or fashion. Ass and breasts for days, with a face to go with it...but i didnt touch her...I just cant live with the effects that it would have on everyone involved life. I wonder how many niggaz would have thought this situation out...And Im a thinker...I think about the worst of any outcome also. Maybe she is just sooo fed up she wants to Hurt her Husband. I will not be the nigga that takes part in that. I will never be so blinded by pussy that I dont think things through clearly! I did enough of that in my younger days! In the words of Eminem..I cant be your Superman...your marriage needs counselin or a divorce!