Jenna & Jesus

Sex... everyone sees it differently but who isn't/hasn't/won't do it eventually.

There are 2 worlds sex lies in. I live somewhere between Jenna & Jesus.

The Jenna thought process is that sex is natural and a part of life. In the Jenna world sex is had, adored & something to be happy about. Being a fan of Jenna [Jameson], I know that she grew up in Vegas where nudity & sexuality were never taboo. Her mother was a showgirl. She is of the breed of people who believe that God gave us everything as a form of expression. My biggest peeve with the Jenna thought process is that the consequences of sex [STDs, emotional distress, & pregnancy]are never stressed in this world.

The Jesus or more conservative idea of sex is that sex is dirty, taboo & should be hidden at all cost. In the "Jesus world" people have sex but cover it as if its something to be ashamed of. Newsflash ya mama had sex *sorry*! The conservatives have decided that all things sexual are wrong & dirty yet how many pastors are involved in sex scandals, how many conservative politicians have sex scandals & how many people who tell you how to live really practice what they preach. I hate how people use religion as a means to judge & not love. People who "find Jesus" [because nobody walks with him forever] condemn the actions they one took part in. But God gave you those organs to use, but NOT abuse.

Which leads me to Supahead... I think that Ms. Jenna has always been comfortable with sex, when it comes to Ms. Supahead I think she used sex to fill a void that only love, a higher power & self love could fill. Women like Supahead need love & validation, they seek it through sex I think that's wrong. I think people should find love in themselves.

My personal view on sex is that it's good. I like it. I know that sex before marriage is a sin yet I lie daily. I take shortcuts to get alot of things done bka misleading bka lying. I sin daily consciously & subconsciously. I'm not trying to justify my actions. I'm merely pointing out that there is no greater sin. However I don't believe that sex can fill any voids. I think America in general is a country of emotional vices par example emotional eating, emotional shopping & emotional cutting, just to name a few. If you truly love someone & they love you [or you think they do] do you boo! As long as 2 consenting adults are involved it's not my business that's first & it's their life to live.

P.S. These are my opinions... I don't care if you like them!

Make Levees NOT War

I am not better than anyone else when it comes to anger management.

That being said violence is out of control. How can someone kill a baby with a baseball bat [google it]? It disgust me almost as much as the man who raped a baby because the baby wouldn't stop pooing direct quote [http://nola.com]. The world disgust me. Even my mother, some man who lives a few blocks away was beating so severely that he lost an eye [drug related duh!]. Mama tells the story as if she's talking about someone getting a promotion or doing something great. We as a nation have become so numb to violence that we glorify it until it effects us directly. I can no longer stand by and ignore it...

Why can't we be civil and argue/debate/agree to disagree or just stop doing illegal stuff??

Caution Tape

In middle school I did D.A.R.E I'm sure everyone did. Oddly enough the only thing I learned from D.A.R.E was that if there are drugs on a certain street people put tennis shoes on the power lines.

About 3 weeks ago there was a huge drug bust about 10 miles away from my house ever since the day that happened there has been caution tape tied on the power lines.

The communication system between people who sell & buy drugs amazes me. Clearly I'm so far outside that world I don't get it. Hanging caution tape from power lines is a really smart move. I hate to see wasted potential, I think that's the sin they forgot to put in the Bible. How many people could have found the cure for something or saved lives but instead wasted all that potential selling rocks?? I wonder...

The Bad Girls

I have a set of friends I call the bad girls. This includes but is not limited to Gretchen, Kimber, the 2 hot chicks & Kendra. The bad girls are the most fun people you'll ever meet. If it's just me & 1 bad girl were good we bake cookies, tell stories, drink a little, nothing strange. But when me, bad girls & men mix it's horrific.

Sidebar: We never get laid... not when we do bad stuff at least... we grab asses tell guys really dirty things we probably shouldn't say... but we never take them home... Gretchen always has dick on call but she's Gretch so DUH!

Tailgating this weekend par example... they got numbers from grandpaw men..D.I.L.F's; they asked men to strip for no apparent reason & they walked up to some guy and told him he looked like a good fuck. [I didn't do or say anything bad because I felt ugly]

The bad girls bring out the worst in me & I bring out the worst in them. I wonder if everyone has friends who bring the bad out? I love the bad girls but I'm really not sure if I can do this every weekend.