I Touch Myself!!!

Yeap this is what you do mam...Its not cool that you arent here and i wanna be in you right about now...but Loving yourself is healthy and I have no shame in getting one in alone. So Im gonna sit here thinking about exploring you in and out!

So first i just think about your skin being next to mine and the initial arousal happens. I feel it throb. Then i think about you in the small of my neck with your cheek and i want you more. That soft cheek of yours teases along my jawline and turns slightly inward till our lips meet. I rise more.. your lips feel as if they are made for mine and it fukkin drives me insane. But still no rush

Kisses on your pelvic line that drift further south let you know what intentions Ihave. Gourmet meals in bed are the greatest shit ever. You're like eating Niagra Falls without having to deal with the wilderness! I really feel like a bad ass kid in Willy Wonka's Factory. Gotta taste it all, gotta go harder than the rules allow. Legs locked hips and pelvis rolling, like she has 8 arms she grips my head and pulls my face closer into the octopussy! It has a suffocating Grip but i dont dare surface for air. I Have that track wind and if need be ill get an air tank to scubadive in it! Ive been rocked since her lips touched mine...

I see myself retreat only after I know I've slurped and licked the last nut she threw at my mouth....Maybe Im moving to slow for her because shes grabbing at my back pulling my shoulders towards hers, she thrusts as she takes my dick in her hand and places the head in! Tight, Petite, Wet, And confident...Foreheads meet, eyes lock, tongues speak clearly though no words are spoken! She already knows mentally, but I plan to make it known physically how much ive missed her. No part of your body will go untouched. No strand of hair on your hand shall be neglected by my hands. I wanna be familiar with the layout of your body that google maps nor any other satellite knows! I wanna keep reliving the fucking of the mental, the gift of the physical, all you have to do is bring it here!

Until then Ill keep touchin myself, until you can take over!

Friends,,,No Benefits

This one is hella late but I've just been busy. I wonder if ive ever made someone feel as frustrated as this chick makes me by not being able to handle no. If so I apologize cause the shit is annoying as hell. I met a beautiful girl who said she possibly wanted a tattoo and consider her to twist my hair! I never got a chance to do either of the two because she starts going hard immediately. She calls me and I asked her motifs and she was like I see you sometimes around and says that she can see another layer of me that not everyone else sees. She told me that she felt like God placed her to be a great friend to me nothing more. Im thinkin "Cool I dont go to Church or do the things I really need to show God Im thankful! For a few days she plays the innocent thing and the friend role that even got her near me. This nigga texts me and i see that she's full of shit and reniggin!





So i was tellin my boys how i felt about the situation, and after saying "man you sound like the bitch in the situation!" They laughed and said they were going through some similar shit. Lol upon reading back over the conversation..I sounded like a straight heaux, but fukk it I really meant it and dont need the extra!

I dunno Ive been off of a lot of shit that i normally wouldnt have a problem with doing. I think I have all I need right now and adding random pussy in the mix wont do anything for me. The fucked up part is i though the chick would be a really good friend down the line. Ron Browz she jumped out the window with that shit!

Women think about everything a nigga does that pisses you off! Then do a self check because yall are guilty of doing the same shit and dont realize it! In my case chick found and opening through businiess, flipped it to friends, and tried to smash a nigga. SMH

I guess I have to reevaluate how i am with people to see if Im sending the wrong signals in life. But with her I never touched, hugged, Kissed, or did anything for her to assume that she would be able to get it. A pretty face and a body doesnt equal an instant victory over here.

Like As IF (ran-dumb)

In case this is your first time reading.. a ran-dumb is a list of things I'm thinking about that I can't blog about..

1. Fafi's are cool as f-ck big ups to iC_Cole (I remember everything)
2. Clueless the sequel.. I heard about it now where is it??
3. BLACK & GOLD to the SUPERBOWL!!!!
4. I'm going to Miami trick!!
5. I miss Gretchen idk where she is..
6. I dont like getting head b/c I used to date white guys.. sorry black guys you suck at giving head
7. Intellectual men think too damn much.. that's why I like dumb nuggahs
8. I'm NOT one of those always in the club girls so dont ask me always in the club questions
9. Its funny people always say they're broke but always going somewhere expensive
10. I don't smoke trees.. it's not my thing.. stop asking
11. F-cking married men will not get you respect or into heaven for that matter...*side-eye*
12. It's amazing how dirty whores always talk about how there's no good men.. BITCH you're not a good woman GTFOH
13. I'm secretly afraid of success like if I got a million hits a day I'd probably stop blogging.. crazy I know.
14. "If New Orleans didn't come back there would be no New Orleans Saints"- Greatest quote of the weekend
15. My mother used to tell me not to be common, I finally understand what she meant. the more people see you the less they care about you.
16. I'm really important to people that I haven't seen in over 8 years I don't know why but they always have my name in their mouths.
17. I miss Kari Ann..
18. My vibrator is cool and all but I'm gonna need some real sex... asap...
19. Beyonce wears a weave & guys never knock her but I can't have a weave?? Go to shit...
20. This man looks like George Lopez with a  mullet & I'm afraid
21. He text me at 6 a.m. like every morning.. but I'll let that pass..
22. When he goes back to the west coast I'm gonna text him at 6 a.m. CST
23. A closed mouth don't get fed but consider the food before you open up
24. Product placement in television pisses me off