In the end..

My obituary means alot to me... of course I say this often. That being said when it's all over how will people remember me? Marilyn for example, I think she's a sex symbol & misunderstood. The mentor (to be explained at a later time) thinks Marilyn was a drug addicted slut.
Point being why worry? At the end of the day people will think what they wanna think no matter what you say or do. I wake up every morning & I think "I don't need this, I don't need this & I don't need this"
There are so many things in life that don't make me happy, things that I'm completely indifferent about. Why live with things you don't care for? So I quit it feels good. If it doesn't enhance my quality of life or mankind maybe I shouldn't take part in it. I enjoy helping people. I like to kick people up the ass and force them to live to their full potential it's my passion. I should only do what I'm passionate about because in the end that's all that matters. Stuntin on dem hoes won't get me to heaven so the choice is clear...