Kendra is an attention whore. I'm not really one to talk but she annoys me. She's a good kid whose easily influenced by t.v & bad kids. Sidebar: College is the best thing that ever happened to me. Back to business, Kendra has no purpose. If she died today her obituary would say.. the daughter of, high school graduate, will be missed. She's never accomplished anything ever. She's one of the smartest people I've ever ever met yet she does nothing. I haven't had a normal conversation since we were 17. Every conversation we have is a therapy session. She tells me her problems, I give her solutions, hence my idea to become an addictions counselor. She's been dealing with the same problems for years. Almost 6 years. My mom never hugged me either but I don't use coke. It's insane to me really. It's all excuses in my eyes. I rarely have pity. You watch something like Precious and you say that girl has every excuse not to succeed or to become a product of her enviroment. But Kendra... She grew up in a good home with parents who loved her & all her problems stem from her mom not being affectionate... GTF. Eventually you realize that everyone doesn't love the same way. That doesn't mean they don't love you it just means they don't show it like everyone else...
Then there's Kari Ann...
Kari Ann is my love. She's gorgeous well she was gorgeous before she was all drugged out and stuff. Kari Ann used to be a hood rat. Not the good kind the Mexican kind LOL... It's a horrible inside joke. Anyway, Kari Ann makes up rules. She feels that she's entitled to everything she wants for no reason other than her looks. Outside her looks she has few things to offer. She's extremely intelligent but you'll never know. She's too busy talking about drugs and sex. She's addicted to everything. I don't know of anything she's done once in the 12 years I've known her. Kari is so smart. Her obituary might be filled with some more stuff because she's a functioning addict she's gotten a 4.0 in school every semester. Yet she has all these addictions and disorders because she can't get over her mom not hugging her and her dad being insane. Nobody has a "normal" family. It's strange that people always assume others have better lives than them when really no ones life is awesome. A few weeks ago she told me that black people just have something in them that makes it easier for us to deal with problems. (This is why we grew up the same way and I don't get high in her mind) Maybe that's true I don't know.
I'm drained. I'm thankful to God for all my normal friends who don't use drugs... that's all
I'm drained. I'm thankful to God for all my normal friends who don't use drugs... that's all
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