I said it..

I rarely write about things that are extremely personal to me but there's a lesson in this.
My grandpaw has no legs, alzheimers, no teeth, a feeding tube and has had 3 strokes. I used to feel so sorry for him and wonder why life/God had cursed him in this way.
In a recent conversation with a family member, I learned that my grandpaw was a whore. Not a discreet one either. My grandpaw was a public hoe and cheated with local women.. So my grandmaw goes to the grocery store and knows the woman on aisle 5 is sleeping with her husband. They went further to say my grandmaw (who didn't drive) made my aunts and uncles (they have 8 kids) bring her to these womens houses to pull him out of the bed. YES.. he was pulled out of the act with my aunts & uncles as witnesses.
I no longer pity him. The wrath of God is extreme. I used to think he had no clue what was going on but I think he knows everything and can't do anything about it. Everyday of his life is pointless & painful torture.. maybe if he was a better person when he could have been it wouldn't be this way. I know someone will think I'm horrible for saying all this BUT think about the way you treat people it may not catch up with you at 40 or 50... you might just be in diapers again dependent on the same people you hurt to nuture you...the end