"The Fashion"

The 18 year old ALWAYS tells me about "the fashion", I hate the fashion. Ask that hoe about fashion she can't name a couture designer outside the "rap brands" : LV, Prada D&G. Ask this hoe who Jean Paul Gaultier, Givenchy, Valentino or Thierry Mugler and the hoe draws a blank. I hate nigga fashion. On New Years Eve, I'm driving down Canal St (the main st in New Orleans) & EVERY girl has on black skinny jeans, leggings or liquid leggings, knee high boots, these tacky ass "Nicki bangs", and a black leather jacket... THAT'S NOT FASHION!

In 2005 or 2006 every black girl had plastic red jewelry, with patent red pumps, and a patent red belt with a white tunic and some blue jeans... All black girls dress the same all the time.

A few months ago everyone was wearing spagetti strap tanks with patterned skirts that ballooned at the bottom... Yeah I noticed...

Having a style means being ORIGINAL. If you have on what every1 else has on how does that make you unique. I used think I didn't get hit on in clubs because I wasn't wearing "the fashion" and I really believe it because most men see "the fashion" and know you're the type of girl whose dying to fit in... e.g. you'll do anything for attention.

So please ladies by all means continue to dress like Nicki, Rihanna or who ever else is "hype" at the moment... You're really showing the world you're character.

The Recap

2009 as I recall it.. In list form:

• Didn't fall in love (PLUS)
• Didn't leave the state (Minus)
• Met some awesome friends
• Didn't meet any new men
• Missed church 7 times... That's too much '10 is gonna be so different
• 3 major splurges
• 1 random kiss (New Years 2009)
• 0 occasions of throwing up because of alcohol
• 1 too tipsy for my own good occassion
• 1 major argument with my mother
• 245 minor arguments LOL (it's just a guess)
• 5 play dates with my siblings (more in '10 trust me)
• 150 days spent think about what I could be doing
• 365 days wishing I wasn't in New Orleans
• A few very important life lessons
• 6 the # of time I did the sexy (yes once every 2 months its a damn shame oh well good on the Jesus side bad on the world side)
• 1,000,000 the number of times I was really happy I wasn't being bad

2009 was a good girl year for me & well..yeah that's good

Get a Blues Clue Heaux

If a nigga keep hittin u with them one worders all the way through the text and theres absolutely no effort on his part, then u might wanna lean back...This idiot right here..

Kendra & Kari Ann

The white girls are insane. If you've ever watched Sex Rehab, you've seen Kendra & Kari Ann. My real life white girl friends are Kendra and Kari Ann. It's really sad. They are addicts. Kendra's at my house right now. This shit is insane. I really don't know how to explain these girls.

Kendra is an attention whore. I'm not really one to talk but she annoys me. She's a good kid whose easily influenced by t.v & bad kids. Sidebar: College is the best thing that ever happened to me. Back to business, Kendra has no purpose. If she died today her obituary would say.. the daughter of, high school graduate, will be missed. She's never accomplished anything ever. She's one of the smartest people I've ever ever met yet she does nothing. I haven't had a normal conversation since we were 17. Every conversation we have is a therapy session. She tells me her problems, I give her solutions, hence my idea to become an addictions counselor. She's been dealing with the same problems for years. Almost 6 years. My mom never hugged me either but I don't use coke. It's insane to me really. It's all excuses in my eyes. I rarely have pity. You watch something like Precious and you say that girl has every excuse not to succeed or to become a product of her enviroment. But Kendra... She grew up in a good home with parents who loved her & all her problems stem from her mom not being affectionate... GTF. Eventually you realize that everyone doesn't love the same way. That doesn't mean they don't love you it just means they don't show it like everyone else...

Then there's Kari Ann...