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9/5/09

Death of Love Songs... Moment of Silence

Listening to my Maxwell mix on Pandora, I understand why my mother feels modern music is inadequate. In the course of a modern r&b song, we lock eyes, exchange names and have sex. Maybe theres no song that says it exactly like that but there isn't a need to wait. Nothing is passionate anymore. Listening to Luther Vandross takes you to a distinct place, you can hold it, smell it and taste it. It's not a club, no one can see you, your cool falls off and you are truly vulnerable. There's only one person on your mind there's only one person you can share that moment with... it's passion.

Second thought: The internet ruined everything: music, fore play, reality. Instant gratification is the worst thing anyone can have and the internet helps us all the perpetuate the idea that if we can't find it now we shouldn't have it. I miss quality. I love songs that I can sing in front of anyone. That's good music....

9/4/09

Dat white girl

Christina Aguleria to be exact. Toni text me today that everyone she knows is on coke [white kids]. I know a bunch of people on coke one of my blog girls is on coke. I think drugs are bad but everybody smokes weed. So I guess I'm retarded. People that I'd never think did drugs or even drank alot smoke weed. Weed is the new beer and I'm completely out of the loop on this one. I don't have a problem with weed it's just not me.
This morning I'm talking to someone about coke usage and they say yeah alot of my doctor friends did it in med school it's the drug of choice for elitist assholes. I guess I've been niave and assumed the only people on drugs were experiementing [college/high school] or full blown rock heads.


Speaking of rock heads... poor Maia Campbell is all over everybodys blog strung out. It shouldn't be this way. She used to be gorgeous. Drugs are bad!

9/2/09

daUgly Truth

"I don't allow anyone to make decisions for me [she enjoys being a jackass] or tell me what I should do I like to learn from my own mistakes [only a dumbass would say that] but I don't feel dat he is a mistake bc he's not doing anything wrong [I'm so desperate I gotta keep him even though God keeps telling me he's wrong] so thanks but no thanks ima be ok...." - spoken like a true jackass *sorry I had to steal the quote*

I can't handle the truth... most women can't. I want it I crave it, but when I get it I hate it. I've decided to take 3 steps in assessing the truth. I think that'll make the pill easier to swallow.

  1. Would you say that to someone?
  2. Is it the truth?
  3. Are you hurt by it?

As ugly and painful as it maybe the truth is necessary. Women who lie to themselves bother me. Toni's wack ass talking about how she wanna be monogamous because they have a connection... I'm just gonna keep all those curse words to myself
My 18 year old cousin swears she's grown, I wanna slap her. She tells me things like she wants to learn for herself and that if a guy is a mistake she'd rather find out for herself. The quote says "wise people learn from others mistakes" NOT experience. The people who give the best advice have been through the most bull shit. Allow me to re-introduce myself "Queen of Bullshit". If it's too good to be true it's probably false. I know the game and how it goes but once I start playing I forget somethings. But believing any 20 something man is 100% monogamous while not having his shit together is foolish. He ain't got shit going for him but he can commit.... doubt it.

The truth is meant to be used not abused... say what you mean and mean what you so...

P.S. I really hope you aren't upset with me about stealing that quote.

9/1/09

Twitter

The blog now has a twitter where I will say random things that may turn into blogs who knows http://twitter.com/daUglyTruth follow or die LOL not really