It all started randomly.. on facebook... of all places. This was 4 years ago, meeting someone on facebook seemed harmless. It was harmless [or so I thought]
Before Original Jake, I wasn't really attracted to black men. Something about him was calming and sincere. Since I'd spent 19 years of my life not dating black men I had no clue that was what folks called game. Transitioning from white men to black men has taken me almost 4 years to understand. Game is so unfamiliar to me. This entire persona of me speaking incorrect English and cursing all the time came into effect 2 years ago. I don't even like it, its just something I haven't been able to stop. When most people ask I say that B.B.U was the first black guy I dated because O.J & I never went on a date.
O.J and I had several harmless conversations.. when we were finally alone in person it was on. He made me comfortable we had a short conversation then laid in bed to watch movies. [I had no idea that watch movies meant fuck] He did things with his hands nobody ever did to me. I think I took off my pants faster than I walked into the door. BIGGEST DICK I've ever seen in my entire life still. 19 year old me was never afraid of a challenge. I died. I would never be able to look at a white man the same way again. I needed an ice pack and some advil when it was over. I can still remember the pain like it was yesterday.
O.J took advantage of my childhood ignorance. The girl he talked to before me [or during me] had never "dated" a black guy before him. So he read the instruction manual on how to get me. We had sex every chance I got. We took baths together. He made feel like a Princess the non-slut kind.
O.J. was a whore, I mean super slut. When I figured this out I was crushed. I found someone else to cure my crazy desire for black man penis but it was never the same. O.J & I reunited. He was like crack, I knew it was dead wrong but I needed him. Eventually I met B.B.U and cut off all ties to O.J. We still have a magnetic sexual attraction, we rarely hold public conversations or make eye contact because I love that hoe.
Wow... I said that.. the end (If we're friends in real life & you never heard about O.J it's because I NEVER acknowledge him ever)
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