The worst part of me being sad or hurt is that I self destruct.
I want Jake bad. I've been texting Jake for 2 weeks. I didn't do it yet. Yet is the keyword. Jake is crazy and he's mean and I love it. I just wanna bounce it. There I said it no take backs. I said no to Jake the last 150 times he asked. It's been 1 year & 1/2 I'm ready... I think. I've tried my hardest not to practice casual sex. I'm a born again virgin in my own mind. Granted I might cry Sunday and completely regret sinning on purpose. I'm going insane I LOVE JAKE [from the waist down].
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