What the effff

I don't sleep through the night anymore. Ever since the argument I haven't been able to sleep. Last night I had the most graphic sex dream ever. It was with Jake. Why? Even in my dreams I'm telling myself this is so wrong. Like always I didn't get to cum [what's the point of a wet dream]. I woke up and I prayed. I know Jake is wrong. Wronger than wrong the worst even. I can't ever touch Jake again... But my subconscious is a bad lil girl who enjoys danger.